13 Years
13 years ago I had my nephrectomy.
Today I am heading into month 14 of my hospital stay. I’m tired of it. I want to be home but my body will not heal.
I am so down today that I shouldn’t be writing it is Holidailies time and my website is all dressed up for Christmas.
And so is my room. I have a string of lights and a small wildly lit Christmas tree. even if I am feeling no joy in the spirit of the time of year, I am trying.
It’s just hard to not be depressed when it is your second holiday season in a hospital. If only I could wake up tomorrow and be better.
December 1st, 2021 at 3:59 pm
Oh my goodness, 14 months. I can’t even imagine how hard that must be. I hope that Holidailies brings some joy or comfort to you, and even more I hope that you find healing and better health.
December 5th, 2021 at 8:00 pm
Oh my, 14 months is a long time. I can’t imagine. I hope you do get better and can go home soon.