I know, I know, I haven’t updated recently. Ever since I came home from the hospital in February all that has been on my mind is the scan I had on Tuesday. CT scan and chest x-rays to see if the cancer has spread.

Holy shit, just seeing that in black and white makes it even more real and scary. I won’t get my results until the 11th and well, that is just crazy far away right now. On top of that the barium that I had to drink for the CT scan made me sick.

So, really I haven’t updated because who wants to read about my fears over my health again and again?

Sigh, even I don’t want to hear it and it is playing over and over in my head.

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